How appropriate that I share this here; a place where my journey as a published writer began. Below is a slider with all of my published articles on this website. You will see how I have evolved in a very short time.
I have been on a wild ride that started almost eight years ago. As a human, I have been on a non-stop relentless search for something I can’t see. It can’t be seen, but I have felt it my entire life. Until my daughter delivered a box of my belongings from her dad’s house, I didn’t realize I’ve been writing since my late twenties. I have been on this crazy journey of discovery for as far back as I can remember.
In the box were handwritten notes, journals, and stacks of computer feed paper; it’s all documented. I wrote it all down. Every deeply dark, suicidal and desperate cry to find my way out was written. It seemed that part of my life was so long ago, it is beyond my comprehension. I can’t even see myself in the small role that I clung to.
I am not there now. I followed the “gut-tug” and I found my way to where we want to go while we are on this planet. There is a final destination. Something I couldn’t see is where I live today.
If you cannot believe it, if you say it can’t be so, then why exactly would you be on a spiritual “journey?” A journey is on the way to something. You thought you would merely climb a ladder into the clouds that keeps on going. No! There is a place we want to end up while we are still breathing.
How did I find it? Because I have been searching my entire life. I learned how to be silent to allow it to show up. One step at a time, it all showed up. That search has brought me through relationships, moves, careers, friends, and family. I have been an evolving machine since I was a child. Nothing made sense until I got through the stories I came here to finish living.
After leaving my ex, my career, my daughter, my animals; I embarked on a mission of silence. I lived alone on the ocean for a year and a half. Then my journey delivered me to deeper silence and less people. I ended up in Mount Shasta. It was in Mount Shasta when the first book was finished, and submitted to the publisher.
At that time, I knew I was finished writing. Part of me felt complete. Like “my life’s work is now all written; like did I just do this? Am I really done writing books?” You cannot comprehend that feeling when it is what you seem to be “doing” your entire life. I was going to be a published author after writing five books.
Then I went on a cruise and I knew to my soul it was not a vacation. It was not. It was the beginning of a pregnancy I didn’t see coming.
The first four books are a series called, “Only Beautiful Things Happen to Me.” They are a four-part series that describe in great detail my spiritual journey as it began over seven years ago. The first book is written to my sister. We are incredibly close, but we haven’t been near each other in a very long time. She hasn’t experienced the new me at this energetic space. I had to find a way to explain to her not only what I am, but how I got here. It was the only thing I could do to help her understand why I am amazing now, but so different from the sister she knew growing up.
The first book, Season One is Becoming Immaculate – From Abused to Zen in One Lifetime. It describes my entire journey.
Moving to Mount Shasta completed the journey. It was here where I stopped taking all medication and stepped into life living full time as heaven in a skin-bag. I have no other way to describe it. I live in the fifth dimension all the time. Once here, you know what is real. Life is so amazing. I have lived all of this so I can show you all the way. We don’t have to experience any form of misery. We have our life and our plan at our fingertips. We choose where we go and how we feel. This book will show you the steps I took. Once here – the search is over. That’s when I knew there is a destination.
After the first books described my expansion, the book I was born to write came through me. On March 29th, I woke up screaming and shaking. I was shown why I was sent to Maui on August 6th, just two days before the fire. The vision tied everything together. It explained why I went on the cruise seven months after Hawaii.
After I explain who I am in four books, the book our planet desperately needs came “through” me. The four books give me credibility.
It is now on Amazon as well. The website and publicity push will begin soon. They are both fresh on bookseller outlets, and no one knows about them yet.
Vickie has been a supportive and great friend for me as I have evolved over the years. No one can believe someone will actually write and publish a book until they do it. I did it. Proud to share with Vickie. Now that I am a published author, I know the silent world as I knew it will no longer be. I have been prepared for it. There is a chapter about how I was groomed for this role in Becoming Immaculate.
Must read material no matter what side of the fence you are on, Man is Ruining His Own Nest. This came through me in less than three weeks. It is on Amazon. It is the most powerful thing I’ve ever heard or seen. It is written by me – but it came through me. Cari, the human, could never pull all of this out in less than three weeks. The help I have is explained in Becoming Immaculate and the second season of the four-book series, Sedona- The Call of the Messenger.
There are no fences on the spiritual side. We know we are all one. What is happening to our country is on the edge of irreversible. We need to rally, and pray, and know what is right more than ever before. We need to go inside to find the way out. It is the only way.
My books will help you find the way to your interior castle. From there, you will know where to go.
You are going to learn so much about yourself. You will understand why you aren’t completely happy all the time. That was why I began my journey. I knew there had to be more. What did I do? I completely surrendered. What happens when we stop “doing” or “trying” will absolutely amaze you.
Because I also have experience in this area, I am recording all of my work for Audible. Man is Ruining His Own Nest will be completed first. It will be uploaded on Amazon when available.
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TWO BOOKS PUBLISHED TOGETHER FOR A REASON
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