Being There Knowing
We have been exploring, this past year or so, the various conditions and challenges that appear to the aspirant on the journey to knowing, the hurdles and portals that manifest to irritate, undermine and provoke us into confronting the shadows of their mystery and lighting them up with our own illumination.
On this journey, which often seems unending, we can often have glimpses of a nirvana beckoning to us from some horizon, a nirvana that calls us on to reside in its radiance. What follows is a guided meditation, spoken in real time on video, facilitating that journey/transfer. Although a temporary residence, taken on the fly, as it were, between stages of our daily schedule, it is really us returning to where we started, a reminder of our true nature, shorn of attachments to form, ego and planetary culture. Being there, at any opportunity, between lives or minutes, is indeed the holy grail, the great liberation, the pearl of great price as the journey unwinds itself and readies to begin again.
I’ve been feeling the urge, the pressure, the movement towards unity with higher self/radiant void these last few summer mornings, and their quiet atmosphere seems ideal for this exercise, so follow me and allow yourself to fall into the space where we leave the body, leave the personality, move into inner space and project.
I find myself, or lack or self, moving toward that timeless emptiness beyond the hells beyond the heavens, beyond all notions of fulfilment or redemption in the paradise of freedom, that’s the one with no dimension, no shape or form, no promise or threat, no perceivable soul or spirit, no prophets or deities, just the endless space of that radiant void where all is knowable and yet unknowable. And certainly close to unrealizable but it’s all there. So ditching your baggage of expectation, pride and fulfilment of potential, find that there is no you there is no me, except this voice this voice of ‘mine’, so necessary to etch in this lack of detail.
Let us be here just as we were before being born into the human incarnational cycle, when we are just as we are, just after arrival from some planetary system, where we learnt ‘those’ lessons, advancing through incarnational careers as Pleiadians, Sirians, Lydians, any number or aggregation of species. So here we are not being anything but a consciousness, a focus of consciousness that finds energy useful when it needs it to project into a new set of circumstances. Here we are mindful, playful, perusing the options, perusing without moving or thinking or denying. Here we radiate we glow we understand. This is who we are and we know it. We have no history, we have culture, we have no dependence on deities. We are our own deity. We need not construction or direction. Attachments may come but we have not them now. We are open and endless. Be in this place with the me that is not me and enjoy.
Anxiety and fear and struggle and ambition: they may come when we a make a choice, but now, in the eternal now of no choice, here we are. Nothing knowing nothing, the nothing that is everything in potential but has not and will not manifest. This is the glow of knowing, …the journey of knowing is yet to start ..or has just finished. The cycle of knowing and not knowing, what fun it can be when we are here, amused by it all … past lives future lives, alternate dimensions, they swirl about us in potential, little moths going round a flame, a flame that is you, the you that is us, untapped desire.
Be with me here, the me that is not me, and enjoy. Is this our divinity, our slice of divinity that we share with our souls when we fly into experience and find it hard to handle. Is this the slice of divinity we need to sustain us through difficult times? I believe so. The knowing that nothing matters…the knowing that the knowing itself does not really matter. Be the knowing be the understanding, be the bliss beyond the bliss. It may be a bundle of seconds built for you as a nest, it may be eternity always unwinding, always expanding. The universe constantly expands and so do we.
But right now we have not need of planets or stars …or civilizational ethics to compare to. Humans are not better that Sirians or Pleiadians, we are all brothers and sisters potentially, exploring different paths, but that’s when we make the choice. Here we are contemplating the bliss of no choice and the ambition of some choice. Enjoy, enjoy, enjoy.
And from these moments of eternal is-ness, let me allow you, with full giddy permission, to return, – to this body, to that life, to those circumstances. May they all continue to be the game of your life, this life.